May 2026:

Mid May FEELINGS! New Moon in TAURUS. 

Throughout this week, I've been wrestling with a fundamental question: which path will truly support my long-term security? This internal debate has stirred up anxiety, a tension between two opposing forces within me. Part of me craves rest and ease, wanting to slow down and simply be. Yet simultaneously, I feel a powerful pull toward action and forward momentum. Caught between these competing desires, I've become my own enemy, leaving me paralyzed and unable to move in any direction at all. 

As I sat with these feelings throughout the day, I wondered if I wasn't alone in this struggle. If anyone else has been caught in waves of anxiety and confusion, torn between the pressure to push harder and the desperate need to simply rest.

Seeking clarity, I turned to the cards for guidance (Not realizing we have the new moon in Taurus on May 16th!! lol) The divine offered three powerful messages: The High Priestess, The Three of Cups, and The Hanged Man, each one speaking directly to the tension I've been holding and maybe you too?

To me it's like a reminder to slow down and really come back to ourselves. (High Priestess) Not the version of us that’s trying to keep up, perform, or constantly prove something. But the version underneath all self-doubt or self-comparison. The energy around these cards feels deeply connected to rebuilding yr inner trust, grounding emotionally, and realizing that peace is more valuable than the pressure we put on ourselves. So maybe right now the best thing we can do is stop flooding our minds with everyone else’s opinions and take a break from constantly comparing our lives online. Spend some quiet time with ourselves again. Write down what we’re honestly thinking and feeling before the world tells us who we "should be." And if something doesn’t align with our energy, maybe we stop forcing ourselves to say yes out of guilt to, "be successful today."

If you have been feeling isolated. Reach out to people who actually feel safe to you. (3 Cups) Letting yourself be imperfect around the people who truly care about us instead of pretending we always have it together. Even something simple like a walk, coffee, or an honest conversation could feel healing right now.

And honestly, this energy also feels like learning how to stop measuring our worth through productivity all the time. Like maybe we’re being asked to redefine success completely. (Hanged Man) Not by how much we achieve, but by how peaceful, grounded, and connected we feel within ourselves. So if you been feeling stuck, (Like I have) slow, emotional, or uncertain, maybe the answer isn’t to push harder. Maybe it’s to stop calling ourselves incapable just because we’re moving through life at a different pace than before, or yesterday.

This feels like a season of internal calibration, not failure.

Weekend of March 8th Oracle Cards: 

The world needs to see you shine!

Your unique gifts, your perspective, your voice. They matter more than you know. Every time you hold back, the world loses something irreplaceable. It's time to step into your power and let your brilliance radiate without apology.

Embrace your inner Goddess.

In today's world, we're often caught in the rhythm of masculine energy of action, doing, working. We forget to honor our feminine energy: receptivity, intuition, and the flowing state of being. This energy nurtures creativity, emotional depth, and connection. This dress is a symbol and reminder to reconnect with your higher self, trust your intuition, and open yourself to divine love.

It wasn't that long ago...

The new moon in Pisces arrived on March 18th, inviting you to pause and look inward. Reflect on your astrological journey. What emotions have surfaced? What lessons have you been avoiding? There's a natural pull to escape these feelings, to move quickly past discomfort. But there's power in sitting with what arises. When you acknowledge how far you've come, clarity emerges from the fog. A fresh beginning is unfolding for you. Stay grounded in stillness, welcome what's new with an open heart, and honor the wisdom of what you're releasing.

The time is now for you to stand in your power.

It's time for some self confidence about who you are now. Time to leave the old you behind and carry your head high. The force of life's purpose is too strong to ignore at this point. You must be confident in what you are doing. Grow a spine! Get some confidence! Move thru the discomfort! 

It's time to witness the endless, time, consciousness, and divine order.

This card reminds you to zoom out. You're caught in the details of one moment, but you're part of something much bigger. Not every challenge demands immediate action right now. What matters most is stepping back to observe the full picture. Tap into the part of you that can see beyond the surface, beyond the human lens. Trust the larger cycle unfolding.

Divine chaos?

Stand in the center of the chaos. This is your moment to listen more than you speak, to understand rather than be understood. The turbulence you're experiencing is clearing away what no longer serves you. Conflict is a teacher. It shows you new angles, new truths. Everything is being reorganized. Know what you won't compromise on. That's your anchor.

Temper the balance.

There seems to be conflict, chaos and words that may fly out faster than you are able to apologize for. Remember words can only be forgiven, not forgotten. Watch your tongue. A hot-headed badger temper will only leave you regretting your energy. Don't give your power away. Things may be rough with the Chaos and Conflict card that came before, but temper those circumstances with some ginkgo energy of peace and calm to walk you through any difficult situation with someone or with yourself. 

Trust that new experiences are on the horizon. 

Look ahead. You're moving through the clouds toward something fresh, something you haven't experienced yet. You're pedaling past old cycles into new ones. Wholeness isn't about choosing between endings and beginnings. It's about holding both at once. That's where your power lives.